i love patrick star

dalawang taon na rin pala ang nakalipas nun sabihin ko sa kanya ang mga kataga
yun. tipong nagsimula lang sa biruan at asaran at dahil na rin sa pinahintulot ni oras na masabi ko yun mga katagang iyon. naaalala ko pa, tawa ako ng tawa kasi di ko maisip na masasabi ko pala sa kanya yun. aaminin ko, kinilig rin ako nun, pero hindi yun tipong kinikilig sabay hiyaw or sobrang lakas ng tawa, yun tipong napapangiti ka lang. naalala ko pa na parang pinapahiwatig nya na ayaw mo ng pinipilit sabihin ang mga katagang yun. yun tipong kapag sinabi sa kanya e yun tipong tagos hanggang buto.

oo, tagos sa buto. ganun kasi sya kaemong tao, at ganun din sya kasentimental, na sabihin na natin na nagustuhan ko. baduy, madalas pero napapasaya ako lalo na pagmalungkot ako, di ko man ikwento na malungkot ako, alam nya, ramdam nya na may dinadamdam ako.

dalawang beses ko nasabi yun mga katagang yun, at dalawang beses din nya sinabi na hindi sya naniniwala. galing no! naulit ko ang mga katagang yun sa isang araw lang, record yun kung baka sakali, magsabi man kasi ako ng mga katagang yun e, madalang, yun tipong masasabi mo " ano nakain mo? " pero pasalamat na rin ako dahil nasabi ko yun. di na ako naiilang sabihin sa iba ang mga katagang yun, lalo na sa mga taong mahal ko. nagkakahint ka na sa kung ano ba yun katagang sinasabi ko no. mamaya malalaman mo din at masasabi mong tama ang iyong hula.

gusto ko sya? hindi ko alam? sabi nila oo, pero sabi nila hindi kasi mabait "raw" ako kaya wala lang yun. ewan. kapag nandyan sya, ayos lang, sakto lang, kapag wala sya, wala rin naman, hindi sya yun tulad ng napapanuod sa mga palabas na may lalabas na paru-paro sa tyan o kundi naman e, magkikindatan ang mga bituin. pero isa lang ang alam ko, may kailangan man ako o wala, may dinadamdam man ako or masaya, " masaya ako kapag andyan sya parati sa tabi ko"

ugali nya? masungit! napakasungit. masungit kasi sya sakin, lalo na kung pasan nya ang daigdig, yun tipong nagpapakaemo na naman sya at gumagawa na naman ng sariling mundo, siguro kaya naging magkaibigan kami kasi parehas kaming gumagawa ng sarili namin mundo, nakakatawa, pero totoo, masayang gumawa ng sariling mundo na alam mo ikaw ang bida at walang iba. diba mas okay yun. walang ekstra, kontrabida, at ang mahalaga ikaw ang may hawak ng lahat ng nangyayari. hindi naman matatawag na kabaliwan yun, kalikhaan ng pagiisip, pwede pa. mataba kasi mga utak namin.

sa mga minuto,oras, buwan at taon na nagdaan at kung itatanong mo kung naulit ang pagsabi ko sa kanya ng katagang yun, hindi na, ni pabiro di ko masabi. hindi ko alam kung bakit, basta naiilang ako. siguro di ako sanay sabihin yun sa kanya? ewan! magulo kasi utak ko e. o baka siguro masasabi ko lang uli yun kapag alam ko na sa sarili ko at napatunayan ko na totoo ang mga katagang yun.

katagang uulit-uulitin ko, yun tipong di ako magsasawa at sana, sana, sana masabi rin nya sa akin kahit minsan ang katagang yun.

katagang nasa itaas.



























































*patrick star kasi yun sya, kasi ganun sya! October 25

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habang nagbubura ako ng mga comments ko sa kanya.. nabasa ko bigla yun mga katagang nasa ibaba, hindi ko alam kung pano nakuha at naisip ng utak ko yun mga pananalitang yan yamang di ko pa naman na actual na nasusubukan.

love is undeniably nothing.. nothing cause no one would never ever explain what is the true meaning of love.. it just a matter of how it goes.. how you feel.. how you do.. how it work.. but when a heart is full of envy, nor hatred, love diminish.. love fade.. and wish if doesn't exist..


totoo, di ko pa nasusubukan, kasi ayaw ko at choice ko yun, at ang pinakanakakapagtaka e nasabi ko sya sa isang taong lugmo at para bagang ayaw ng umibig. di ko alam kung gusto ko bang pagaangin ang nararamdaman nya or gusto ko ipasok sa kokote nya yan. ewan, masyado lang siguro ako naging malapit sa kanya kaya kung anu-ano ang nasasabi ko at di ko na mamalayan kung ano na ba ang epekto nito sa taong sinasabihan ko. pero eto lang ang sure ko

past relationship really doesn't exploit the future.. it give a lesson that sometimes we misinterpret and hate it.

O_O

To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better, but....

I do have the arms to give you a hug...
Ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about...
And I have a heart; a heart that's aching to see you smile again...

Any, Some, No, Every + BODY

Once upon a time, there were four people; their names were Anybody, Somebody, Nobody and Everybody.

Whenever there was an important job to be done, Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.
Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. When Nobody did it, Everybody got angry because it was Anybody's job.
Everybody thought that Somebody would do it, but Nobody realized that Nobody would do it.
So, consequently, Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done in the first place.

Signs of the time

Read this slowly - digest it thoroughly...


We have taller buildings, but shorter tempers;

Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints;

We spend more, but have less;

We buy more, but enjoy it less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families;

More conveniences, but less time;

We have more degrees, but less sense;

More knowledge, but less judgment;

More experts, but more problems;

More medicine, but less wellness.

We spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry too quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too seldom, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.

We talk too much, love too seldom and lie too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life;

We've added years to life, not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor.

We've conquered outer space, but not inner space;

We've done larger things, but not better things;

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul;

We've split the atom, but not our prejudice;

We write more, but learn less;

Plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait;

We have higher incomes; but lower morals;

More food but less appeasement;

More acquaintances, but fewer friends;

More effort but less success.

We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but have less communication;

We've become long on quantity, but short on quality.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion;

Tall men (& women), and short character;

Steep profits, and shallow relationships.

These are the times of world peace, but domestic warfare;

More leisure and less fun;

More kinds of food, but less nutrition.

These are days of two income earners, but more divorce;

Of fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one-night stands,Overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.


It is a time when there is much in the show window, and nothing in the storeroom.
Indeed it's all true. Think about it...read it again.

The Shoe Box

A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years.
They had shared everything. They had talked about everything.
They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little Old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet that she had Cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about.

For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but One day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said She would not recover.


In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took Down the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he should know what was In the box. When he opened it, he found two knitted dolls And a stack of money totaling $95,000.

He asked her about the contents. 'When we were to be married,' she said, ' my grandmother told me The secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that If I ever got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and knit a doll.'

The little old man was so moved; he had to fight back tears.

Only two Precious dolls were in the box. She had only been angry with him two Times in all those years of living and loving. He almost burst with Happiness.


'Honey,' he said, 'that explains the dolls, but what about all of this money? Where did it come from?'



'Oh,' she said, 'that's the money I made from selling the dolls.' :)

Hints for LIFE :)

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

When you really want something,
sometimes you have to swim a little deeper...
You can't give up just because things don't come easy...
You have to overcome the obstacles
and face your fears....
But in the end it's all worth while!


Life is full of ups 'n downs,
but if you believe in yourself as well as One Above..
you will always come through with flying colors...
Value friendship,love and faith...
Never underestimate yourself.
Believe in yourself..!


so far, this would be the best day this year.. :)