Deficiency

I thought people around me will leave me someday...
Because they wouldn't truly love someone like me...
Even if someone said they like me, I didn't feel anything...
and like that I was left alone of my own...
but, somehow.. I feel like...
The things I've been really longing for was not my belongingness...
but the sense of being loved...
the genuine love the someone can truly give...

New Start

When people make you feel unwanted,
Don't leave to make them feel sad nor guilty cause' they won't.
Leave because you no longer have a reason to stay.
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself.
What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not - won’t.

Sweet..

BOY: Do you have a Boyfriend?
GIRL: i don't want a boyfriend this time.
BOY: Genesis 2:8-And Jehovah God went on to say: “It is not good
for the man to continue by himself. I am going to make a helper for
him, as a complement of him.
GIRL: I don't love you.
BOY: 1 John 4:8- .He that does not love has not come to know God,
because God is love
GIRL: Are you honestly speaking?
BOY: Mark 13:31- Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words
will not pass away
GIRL: But I'm still Busy
BOY: Ecclesiastes 3:1- For everything there is an appointed time,
even a time for every affair under the heavens:
GIRL: And Why me?
BOY: Proverbs 31:29-There are many women that have shown
capableness, but you—you have ascended above them all.
GIRL: What you liked me?
BOY: Song of Solomon 4:7- “You are altogether beautiful, O girl
companion of mine, and there is no defect in you
GIRL: I'm not Beautiful
BOY: Proverbs 31:30-Charm may be false, and prettiness may be
vain; [but] the woman that fears Jehovah is the one that procures
praise for herself.
GIRL: What you want to happen?
BOY: 2 Corinthians 2:4-For out of much tribulation and anguish of
heart I wrote YOU with many tears, not that YOU might be saddened,
but that YOU might know the love that I have more especially for
YOU.
GIRL: (smiles) then, I love you too. We're TOGETHER.

STAY in ME.... LOVE

Falling in love wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love.
People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet."Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few months or years of being together, the euphoria of love fades. It's a natural cycle of EVERY relationship. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship; you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage. At this point, you and/or your partner might start asking, "Am I with the right person?" And as you reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone
else. This is when relationships breakdown.

The key to succeeding in a relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the person you found.

I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later.

Because again,

"The key to succeeding in a Relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the Person you found."

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You have to work on it day in and day out. It takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it demands WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make it work. Make no mistake about it.

Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your partner), Just as there are physical laws Of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. If you know how to apply these laws, the results are predictable.

Love is therefore a "decision". Not just a feeling.

Remember this always: God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let GO!

every angle..

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her.
She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?'
The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'!

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift

Today before you say an unkind word -
Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today before you complain about life -
Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children -
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clea n or sweep -
Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job -
Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another -
Remember that not one of us is without sin and we all answer to one MAKER.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down -
Put a smile on your face and thank GOD you're alive and still around.
And before you think of signing out, Please think of sending this to at least ten
people including the one who sent it to you.
God Bless You.

i love patrick star

dalawang taon na rin pala ang nakalipas nun sabihin ko sa kanya ang mga kataga
yun. tipong nagsimula lang sa biruan at asaran at dahil na rin sa pinahintulot ni oras na masabi ko yun mga katagang iyon. naaalala ko pa, tawa ako ng tawa kasi di ko maisip na masasabi ko pala sa kanya yun. aaminin ko, kinilig rin ako nun, pero hindi yun tipong kinikilig sabay hiyaw or sobrang lakas ng tawa, yun tipong napapangiti ka lang. naalala ko pa na parang pinapahiwatig nya na ayaw mo ng pinipilit sabihin ang mga katagang yun. yun tipong kapag sinabi sa kanya e yun tipong tagos hanggang buto.

oo, tagos sa buto. ganun kasi sya kaemong tao, at ganun din sya kasentimental, na sabihin na natin na nagustuhan ko. baduy, madalas pero napapasaya ako lalo na pagmalungkot ako, di ko man ikwento na malungkot ako, alam nya, ramdam nya na may dinadamdam ako.

dalawang beses ko nasabi yun mga katagang yun, at dalawang beses din nya sinabi na hindi sya naniniwala. galing no! naulit ko ang mga katagang yun sa isang araw lang, record yun kung baka sakali, magsabi man kasi ako ng mga katagang yun e, madalang, yun tipong masasabi mo " ano nakain mo? " pero pasalamat na rin ako dahil nasabi ko yun. di na ako naiilang sabihin sa iba ang mga katagang yun, lalo na sa mga taong mahal ko. nagkakahint ka na sa kung ano ba yun katagang sinasabi ko no. mamaya malalaman mo din at masasabi mong tama ang iyong hula.

gusto ko sya? hindi ko alam? sabi nila oo, pero sabi nila hindi kasi mabait "raw" ako kaya wala lang yun. ewan. kapag nandyan sya, ayos lang, sakto lang, kapag wala sya, wala rin naman, hindi sya yun tulad ng napapanuod sa mga palabas na may lalabas na paru-paro sa tyan o kundi naman e, magkikindatan ang mga bituin. pero isa lang ang alam ko, may kailangan man ako o wala, may dinadamdam man ako or masaya, " masaya ako kapag andyan sya parati sa tabi ko"

ugali nya? masungit! napakasungit. masungit kasi sya sakin, lalo na kung pasan nya ang daigdig, yun tipong nagpapakaemo na naman sya at gumagawa na naman ng sariling mundo, siguro kaya naging magkaibigan kami kasi parehas kaming gumagawa ng sarili namin mundo, nakakatawa, pero totoo, masayang gumawa ng sariling mundo na alam mo ikaw ang bida at walang iba. diba mas okay yun. walang ekstra, kontrabida, at ang mahalaga ikaw ang may hawak ng lahat ng nangyayari. hindi naman matatawag na kabaliwan yun, kalikhaan ng pagiisip, pwede pa. mataba kasi mga utak namin.

sa mga minuto,oras, buwan at taon na nagdaan at kung itatanong mo kung naulit ang pagsabi ko sa kanya ng katagang yun, hindi na, ni pabiro di ko masabi. hindi ko alam kung bakit, basta naiilang ako. siguro di ako sanay sabihin yun sa kanya? ewan! magulo kasi utak ko e. o baka siguro masasabi ko lang uli yun kapag alam ko na sa sarili ko at napatunayan ko na totoo ang mga katagang yun.

katagang uulit-uulitin ko, yun tipong di ako magsasawa at sana, sana, sana masabi rin nya sa akin kahit minsan ang katagang yun.

katagang nasa itaas.



























































*patrick star kasi yun sya, kasi ganun sya! October 25

past comment

habang nagbubura ako ng mga comments ko sa kanya.. nabasa ko bigla yun mga katagang nasa ibaba, hindi ko alam kung pano nakuha at naisip ng utak ko yun mga pananalitang yan yamang di ko pa naman na actual na nasusubukan.

love is undeniably nothing.. nothing cause no one would never ever explain what is the true meaning of love.. it just a matter of how it goes.. how you feel.. how you do.. how it work.. but when a heart is full of envy, nor hatred, love diminish.. love fade.. and wish if doesn't exist..


totoo, di ko pa nasusubukan, kasi ayaw ko at choice ko yun, at ang pinakanakakapagtaka e nasabi ko sya sa isang taong lugmo at para bagang ayaw ng umibig. di ko alam kung gusto ko bang pagaangin ang nararamdaman nya or gusto ko ipasok sa kokote nya yan. ewan, masyado lang siguro ako naging malapit sa kanya kaya kung anu-ano ang nasasabi ko at di ko na mamalayan kung ano na ba ang epekto nito sa taong sinasabihan ko. pero eto lang ang sure ko

past relationship really doesn't exploit the future.. it give a lesson that sometimes we misinterpret and hate it.