a way with you...

standing in a corner..

watchin' people's borner..

thinking that about something..

feeling that I'm a truly a loner..

a saw you from distance..

you looks like obeisance..

never doubt that you are..

I prove it because of the instance..

you and your friend got bet..

little that i know that you've vet..

but surely, I'm glad..

because we totally have met..

I found out that you love music..

realizing that you are enthusiastic..

passionately to the melody that you sing..

you are one of a kind cause you play classic..

your song and your harmony..

able to call up my body..

that heals my hidden gore..

which makes me feel LOVE-ly.

thanks for everything..

thanks for the play..

as well as (for) the call..

and especially to the care..

thanks..!

incomplete

it just started with a mistake..

a mistake that shouldn’t happened..

we met in somewhere..

knowing at no where..

I like the way you talk..

the way you laugh..

the way you smile..

by the fact is we didn’t know each other

I guess I will stop my mind’s eye

for sure it wasn’t work out

it is because I don’t know why

then one night I text someone..

about you..

your identity, your ability, and your story..

how it became this.. and that..

then my friend sends me a number..

a number of yours..

I’m so excited to text you..

lil’bit to nervous, you see..

but I wanted to know your more..

so i text..

you reply..

I was so pleased..

he wasn’t that snob that I thought..

he was a good man..with a good heart..

after a week..

everything change..

I know change is constant to our world

but what happen..

…

…

(incomplete kasi hindi ko din alam ang finish nia.. haha^_^.. abangan nyo na lang sa susunod.. hehe)

a city with no people..

A person’s heart changes a little bit everyday…

…because that is their nature.

It can be different.

It doesn’t always have to be the same.

If he…

…finds in me the things that make me special.

If he likes me because I am me.

If that person…

…takes the time to find what makes me different from the others…

If he likes me because I am me…

...if that happens…

…we may be able to become

something a little different

from before.

This feeling inside of me…

…is very soft.

But sometimes it hurts.

I become full of this feeling when I think of that person.

‘Do you feel that way about everybody?’

No, only when I think of that person.

‘What happens when you’re with that person?’

I get warm…

..like I’m glowing inside.

The glow inside is brightest when that person is near…

…and the pain inside hurts more when he is away.

I am happiest when I think about that person…

…I am saddest when I think about that person.

That person makes all my feelings more intense.

If my heart is this warm…

…if I can be this happy…

If we can all find that special person…

…then the world will be a most joyous place.

Then…
..this city…

…will have no unhappy people.

It’s the special city that has…

…the someone just for me.

Story book is relatively easy;

real love requires effort

my dossier

SIMULA

Ano daw?

Eto na siguro ang magiging panibagong bahay ko sa pagsusulat. first time ko ang magsulat sa blog at medyo magulo ang utak ko. Marami akong plano naiisip pero ang lahat ng iyon ay plano lang. Plano para sa blog na eto, plano para sa mga lumang blog, at plano para sa dating kong pinagsusulatan (ang papel at bolpen na makikita pakalat-kalat sa loob ng aming klasrum, notebook ko at notebook nila, kahit hindi ko kilala,lamesa ko, lamesa ni B1 at lamesa sa lab namen, sama na rin natin yung sa lamesa sa comp, pati sa library, at favorite ko.. mGa padER, (mamimiss ko kayo,T_T))hay. Nalilito na ko kung paano ko ito sisimulan ito.

Medyo magfofocus ako sa sa topic na nararanasan ng bawat nilalang, ang life after death pero joke lang yan. Life after graduation (kasama na rin yung graduation ko now) at ang quarter life crisis pati narin ang personal development ang magiging topic ko dito. Syempre makakabasa kayo ng mala-magpakailanman at maalala mo kaya entries pero syempre hindi na ito babasahin ni Mel at ate Charo baka sumikat pa ako..wehhh(^^)

Mabalik tayo. Maraming tayong karanasan na nadadaupang-palad, ngunit subalit nadapwat wala akong masabi at isa rin jowk yun.. tawa naman kayo, masyado na kayong seryoso.. move on.

Oh, Move on daw. Madalas ko etong naririnig na payo ng mga kaibigan para sa mga kaibigang bigo. Applicable din ito sa lahat. Sometimes we make mistakes and because of that mistake we fall down and suffer. It’s hard to move on but we must and start something new. Leave the past and believe that everything will be fine, diba nakakanose bleed?

Sa isang taong nakalipas, marami akong natutunan. Natuto akong maging pasensyosa, gumawa ayon sa budhi ko, isang taon ba naman, akalain nyo yun. Marami rin akong narealize. Narealize ko na walang ibang makakapagdecide para sayo kundi sarili mo lang. Wala na akong mapanghahawakan pang iba bukod dito, pero alam ko kahit paano magagamit ko eto para makatipid, nakakaubos kasi ng bolpen at nakakasakit sa kamay ang pagsusulat, ngayon magsusuffer na lang ako sa pananakit ng batok at alam ko rin na magsusuffer din kayo.. kaya damay-damay na to. HAHA

eto lang naman yun una kong entry sa blog sa fs.. wala lang nirepost ko lang.. hehe :]

namimiss ko na kasi ang pagpost ng entry dun.. haist! bat pa kasi nahacked..

october 28, 2008 exactly 11:03 am when i created this entry..

http://notymforluv22.blog.friendster.com/

the first

Last night, I was thinking about things I really wanted and things that I am interested with. Trying to figure out what will I write in this Blog. And then I felt that maybe I could write about my situation, my angst, frustrations, desperation and things alike.

I decided to share to others my experiences as a young girl trying to conquer the adventures of a quarter life crises and my quest in getting on the college life. And my fantabulous chapter of my High school years.

I don’t know if you like it, but I guess it is not my problem. Well, thanks in advance if you read my blogs and as well as appreciated with grateful gratitude if you leave a commentary on it^_^

thank you^^

- J.M. -